RIP Actor Clarence Gilyard - Death of Catholic Actor from Texas Ranger and Top Gun - a Convert to Catholicism and USCCB Consultant
Clarence Gilyard, age 66, actor, writer and professor at the University of Nevada, Las Vegas. He was best known for his roles as private investigator Conrad McMasters with Ben Matlock (Andy Griffith) on tv series Matlock from 1989 to 1993; Pastor Bruce Barnes in the Left Behind trilogy; Cordell Walker's (Chuck Norris) Texas Ranger partner, James "Jimmy" Trivette, in the 1990s drama Walker, Texas Ranger; Theo, computer expert in Die Hard; and Lieutenant (junior) Marcus "Sundown" Williams in Top Gun.
Gilyard had six children. His first wife, Catherine Dutko, divorced him after which he began to discover the Catholic faith. Then he married, Elena, in 2001. He served as the consultant of the communications committee of the United States Conference of Catholic Bishops. Gilyard died after a long illness, at age 66.
St. Anthony Messenger reported on his conversion story to the Catholic Church:Still a film actor (he played a repentant too-late-for-the-Rapture pastor in two of the Left Behind films), he devotes himself these days to university teaching and theater. A striking feature of Clarence, day-to-day, is his deep devotion to his Roman Catholic faith, and, especially, pious devotion to prayer and the Eucharist. “Something about the Catholic Mass was different from any other worship experience,” he says. “To this day, it sustains me.” But he came to this faith along a rocky road.
In spite of his success, or perhaps because of it, there were problems. Clarence’s behavior was not proper for a married man: “My wife left me because I started to have an affair,” he admits. She took the children and wanted a divorce. Clarence got a wake-up call.
“I was speaking a different language than the language of truth and accountability,” he says. Now he was sleepless: “Sure, I was hot as far as television was concerned. But I didn’t have my two babies. I didn’t have my wife. I was in Dallas; they were in Marina del Rey, California. She was filing for divorce.”
It was as much as he could do to go to work each day, he recounts. He ended the extramarital affair and got into a therapy group. “The only thing that was comforting was being in the presence of somebody where I could talk about my pain, then being with a group of people who were talking of their pain,” he remembers.
Someone in the group invited Clarence to go to Mass with him. “So I went to a 5:30 Mass at St. Rita’s in Dallas.” Sunday evening was a hard time for him to be at church, because he was so mindful of everything from the weekend and days, even years, preceding that. He had spent a lot of time on his knees, alone, in his anguish. Now he had to go to his knees in the presence of everyone. “I was in the assembly with everyone, acknowledging…” His voice trails off.
“I don’t know how many Catholics are aware of why we are on our knees in the presence of Jesus,” he continues. “That’s where I needed to be. Mother Church allows that and informs us that way,” he says. “It is one of the great gifts.”
Being near the Eucharist made Clarence intensely aware of the presence of God, he explains. “It’s all about the presence of God in the consecrated host. Otherwise, it’s just a building. If Jesus is not present, it’s a sham,” he says. But Jesus is present, he knows: “I experienced it that day and to this day. To this day, it is what sustains me.”
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